ترجمه و زيرنويس: عماد سوسن آبادي
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هميشه نگران پروانه هايي هستم که پيله امن خودشون ترک مي کنند
واقعاً اونها چطوري تبديل به چنين موجود زيبايي ميشن؟
ايا اونها هنور هم فکر مي کنند کرم ابريشم اند؟
وقتي بچه بودم يه رازي راجع به خوشبختي مي دونستم
طبق قوانين بازي کن ، تو درس خوندن تمام تلاشت را بکن
اگر تو مدرسه خوب درس بخوني, جايزت اينه که بري کلاسهاي بالاتر
اگر در پايان تحصيلات بهترين باشي
انوقت روزگار به تو پاداش مي ده
شغل , پول و آينده...
و تلاشهايي بي انتها براي کسب پيشرفت
و اينجا جايي بود که من زندگي مي کردم...
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نياز به يک راه نجات داشتنم
- مثل هميشه - حتماً
يه چيزي دارم که دوست دارم شما يه نگاهي بهش بندازيد
- چيزي شده ؟ - نه
روند پيشرفت شما خيلي خوبه
و تعداد بردهاي شما هم خيلي زياده
ما ميتونيم , شما ميتوني سرمايه گذاري بيشتري بکني
نه همين مقدار کم خوبه نميخوام زياد پيچيده بشه
چطوري اين کارو ميکني ؟
بعضي وقتها ريسک کردن تنها انتخاب آدمه
ولي بنطر نمياد مال تو همش شانسي باشه
من راجع به خودم صحبت نکردم
ببخشيد حق با شماست . اين موضوع ربطي به من نداره
لطفاً خودتون را نگران فضولي من روي شرط بنديهاتون نکنيد ديگه اين کارو تکرار نمي کنم
من نگران نيستم وميدونم که تو هيچوقت اين کارو نمي کني
پس اين دگرگوني از کجا شروع ميشه
و وقتي اتفاق مي افته , چطوري منوجه مي شيم
اون زنه هنوز هم داره مي ناله "ميگه :" خواهش مي کنم , اون آسيب ديده
يکي طلب تو بي خياله دختره
هي فاميل ما چطوره ؟ امشب يه سري بهش مي زنيم خوب گوش کنيد
اينجا يه معامله واقعاً حساس داريم
حواستون به همه چيز و همه جا باشه بيخودي هم پرسه نزنيد
مي ريم تو , شرط بنديمونو ميکنيم , پولهارو جمع مي کنيم بعد ميزنيم به چاک
قرارمون اينه , اون اسم اسب برنده رو مي ده
بعدش سريع دستمزدشو ميگيره به اعدا 8 تا 1 کاري نداريد
باشه همه جيز مرتبه ساعت 7 پايين پله ها همديگه رو مي بينيم
دهناتونو هم مي بنديد مخصوصاً تو مادر به خطا
نگران نباش , کارمونو خوب بلديم
هي , اسم اسب برنده چيه؟
اسمش پروانه اس
چيزي مي خوايي ؟
ميخوام روي اسب پروانه شرط بندي کنم
تو مسابقه بعدي
کارت اعتباري قبول مي کنيد ؟ بله
چقدر مي خواهيد شرط ببنديد
لطغاً 10 هزار دلار
صبر کنيد , 20 (هزار ) تا 20 تا
بکنش 15 هزارتا
اول خوب حساب و کتاباتو بکن
تا يه وقت مجبور نشي وسايل خونت را هم بفروشي
ميشه گواهينامتونو ببينم
هي لوييس
بسيار خوب , 15 تا روي اسب پروانه
حالا اسبها در جايگاه هستند
حالا حرکت مي کنند "جللو " توي شروع از همه جلو افتاده
"آلفا " و "سنتانا" درست پشت سرش اند
پشت سر اونها هم "Shooting Star, Perpetratorو Butterfly و Silking Accrow هستند
اينطرف "آلفا" سرعتشو بيشتر کرده
اون شونه به شونه "جللو" حرکت مي کنه
صبر کتيد "پروانه " از راه رسيد اين يه مسابقه مهيجه و واقعاٌ دور از انتظاره
اون از "آلفا" هم داره جلو ميزنه از "جللو" رد شد , "پروانه " الان اوله
وارد پيچ مي شن , اين "پروانه اس , دنبالش هم "آلفا" و "جللو" هستند
واي خدا , اون خورد زمين چه بد شانسي
حالا "آلفا" از روش رد ميشه خانمها و آقايان , چه تصادف وحشتناکي
حالا "جللو" از خط پايان رد ميشه ” جللو " برنده ميشه
اينجا را از کجا پيدا کردي
چه طوري پيدا کردي ... با تو حرف ميزنم اين يه سوال ساده س
واسه پليس کار مي کني ؟ نه
من فقط مي خواستم شرط بندي کنم فقط همين
تو مي خواستي شرط بندي کني؟
هيچ کس اينجا واسه شرط بندي نميايد چونکه وقتي ميان متوجه ميشن شبيه شرط بند هاي حقير مي شن
خواهش مي کنم , من متاسفم من نمي خواستم فرار کنم , من مي خواستم برم ..
تو روي پروانه شرط بندي کردي آره
تو راجع به مواد نيروزا مي دونستي ؟ نه ... من
به من دروغ نگو , چطوري ؟
يالا , زود باش , زود باش چجوري قضيه مواد نيرو زا رو فهميدي؟
من يواشکي از همکارم شنيدم ..
من پروانه ها رو دوست دارم...
تو چي دوست داري ؟ پروانه هارو
من پروانه ها رو دوست دارم
اون پروانه ها رو دوست داره, پس اسمه اسبش پروانه س ..
اون مياد اينجا و روي يه اسب دوپينگي شرط بدي ميکنه
ميدوني چرا به من ميگن "انگشتي" نه
خوب اما آقاي "پارک" که اينجاس ميدونه چرا به من ميگن "انگشتي"
چونکه 2 هفته پيش اونم اومد اينجا اونم قصد شرط بندي داشت
من نمي خواستم فرار کنم , من مي خواستم پول بيارم مي خواستم برم از خواهرم پول بگيرم مي خواستم برم سوارش کنم
اون باخته و بجاي پرداخت بدهيش چي داره به من بده؟
اون چکار کرده؟
اون ميخواسته فرار کنه من نمي خواستم فرار کنم
بخدا راست ميگم
تو اومدي اينجا , چند نفر با خودت اوردي تو يه اشتباه احمقانه کردي حالا چي
حالا من بايد يه آدمه بد بشم اين وظيفه ي منه ؟ آره ؟
من از اين اپراي لعنتي لذت نمي برم که بيام اينجا و يه ادمه بد بشم
تو فکر مي کني من از اين کار لذت مي برم؟ نمي دونم
نه من لذت نمي برم اونم يه آدميه شبيه تو..
و تو آقاي پارک ..
تو برام هيچ راه انتخابي نذاشتي.
نه , تو يه انتخاب داري خواهرم پول داره
تو 2 هفته وقت داري که پولو به من بدي
هر روز که دير کني , يکي از انگشتهاتو قظع مي کنم
جايي مي خواي بري
داري چمدون هاتو مي بندي
نه نمي خوام برم بشين
تو اين کارو بخاطر انگشتهات مي کني نه ؟
تو يه خونه قشنگ داري , يه شغل خوب داري..
تو وضعت خوبه , ميخواي همه رو بريزي دور چرا ؟
خواهش ميکنم , نمي دونم چرا اين کارو مي کني ؟
احمق شدم , نتونستم فکر کنم
خوب چرا اينکارو مي کني ؟
چرا اينکارو مي کني ؟ نمي دونم
چرا مي دوني نه نمي دونم
مي دوني نمي دونم
به من بگو
اينو بگير زود باش
اين تنها چيزيه که مي نونم بهت بدم
هي , من بايد با اين جکار کنم؟
چيز ديگه اي نمي دونم
بعضي وقتها همه چيز انقدر بي حساب و کتاب ميشه که ميتوني تجارب بي حد و حصري بدست بياري
امروز همه چيز رو يه طور ديگه مي بينم
مي بينم که پولها ياينجا ميان مثل هر روز
دوربين هايي رو ميبينم که تمام حرکات منو زير نظر دارن
دکمه زنگ خطرو مي بينم که متصدي هنگام خطر براي پليس فشار مي ده
و وقتي اون دکمه فشار داده بشه ميدونم که .
پليس زودتر از 4 دقيقه اينجا نمي رسه
که اين زمان کافيه تا من از مسيري که قبلاً طراحي کردم فرار کنم
و آخرشو ميبينم که يه کيف پر از پول از روي تسمه نقاله خارج مي شه
هيچ کس ديگه اي نمي تونه اون پولو ببينه اما من ميدونم که پولها اون تو هستن
هيچ کس تکون نخوره
"دود " اون يارو ديونه س تو حالت خوبه ؟
پليس صحبت مي کنه شما محاصره هستيد.
سعي نکن که فرار کني يا حرکت اضافه يي انجام بدي
اسلحه ات را بنداز , دستات رو ببر بالا
برو به قسمت جنوبي پشت بام
اسلحه ات رو بنداز
اين آخرين هشداره , اسلحه ات رو بنداز وگرنه بتو شليک ميشه
آقا , ميتوني بهم بگي چه اتفاقي برات افتاده ؟
نمي دونم آقا , يادت مياد جه اتفاقي برات افتاده ؟
من نمي دونم . شما بهم بگين
تا اونجايي که يادم مياد تو هيچ دعوايي نباختم
زود باش ريس من ديگه نمي تونم بيام
من خوب نمي جنگيدم چون يا خيلي بزرگ بودم ، يا خيلي سريع و يا بين ايندو
اما گاهي خوب مي جنگيدم و اين بخاطر اين بود که من ميتونستم آينده رو ببينم
اما مشکل ديدن آينده اين بود که فقط مي شد يه قسمتي از اونو بطور گذرا ديد
مثل انعکاس نور از يه آيينه شکسته
وقتي که فکر مي کنم مي بينم که اون شبيه يه بازي کامپيوتري تو ذهنم بود
که اونقدر بازي کرده بودم که تمام حرکات رو مي دونستم
اما هيچ کاري نمي شد کرد ، چون تقدير رقم خورده بود
و من نمي تونستم اونو عوض کنم
گاهي اوقات جيزهايي را که نمي توني تغيير بدي
سرانجام اونها تورو تغيير مي دن
انگشتي ، اونا به حرف تو گوش مي دن ، خواهش مي کنم يه چيزي بهشون بگو ، خواهش مي کنم
من ديدم چه اتفاقي برات ميفته هيچ چيز نمي تونه اونو تغيير بده
کارش تمام شد خوبه ، مي خوام بري دنبال يه نفر
از فرودگاه بياريش - باشه -
ميدوني ، بابام سخت چسبيده به کار و تجارت و بي خيال خونه و زندگي شده , اما تو ميدوني که من مي خوام دنيا را بگردم
مي دوني ؛ عموم انگشتي , اون تمام ثروتشو تو فاميل به اشتراک گذاشته
تو ميدوني چرا اون اسم "انگشتي" رو خودش گذاشته چون هر کاري که اون مي خواد مردم براش انجام مي دن
تنها کاري که اون انجام مي ده اينکه باانگشتاش بشکن بزنه
اين اسم لعنتي واقعاً برازندشه با اون انگشتاي لعنتيش بشکن ميزنه , کثافت
ميدوني که عموم آدمه خونسرديه اما مي خوام بهت بگم که من فقط و فقط بخاطر يه چيز اينجا
دخترهاي خوشگل
مي دوني , امشب مي خوام برم خانم بازي
صداي آهنگ مورد علاقه عموم رو مي شنوم
چطوري عموجان ؟ خوشحالم مي بينمت حالت چطوره "توني"؟
اون برادرزاده ي رييسه
هي "نيگا" ببين چه دم و دستگاهي
اون چي دوست داره؟ خوب صحبت کنه
افرادم حسابي مواظبت هستند- آره آره ما يه خورده با هم گپ زديم -
يه پسر جوون مي خواد بره تعويض روغني
به من گوش بده
پدرت ازم خواست از تو يه مرد حسابي بسازم تو هم بايد خودتو نشون بدي
فرصت زيادي براي کارهاي مختلف داريم اما بايد وقتمونو بذاريم براي
تچارت - دقيقاً -
خسته که نيستي , خوبه.
امشب حسابي مواظب توني باش شهر را بهش نشون بده و کارهامون را براش توضيح بده
آموزشهات رو شروع کن افرادت رو با خودت ببر
حتماً - خيلي خوب در ضمن -
دنبال دردسر نگردي ها دفعه ي آخري يادته؟
نه ديگه , قسم ميخورم , قول ميدم - خوبه حالا درست شد -
خيلي خوب , بزن برو ببينم. يه کم کار دارم که بايد راجع بهش صحبت کنيم
بعداًمي بينمت
اون يه آدمه شرِِه
فقط مواظبش باش دردسر درست نکنه. شايد لازم باشه واسه ي يادگيري يه چيز دوبار بهش بگي
خوب , اما الان ديگه وقته تجارته
به اين گوش بده
نظرت چيه ؟- خوبه-
ببخشيد , خوبه ؟ اون محشره توراجع به چي حرف ميزني ؟
راجع به موسيقي چيزه زيادي نمي دونم
اينو يکي از بدهکارام بابت بدهيش بهم داده
قسمتي از معامله مون, مديريت قراردادهاشه
اين اولين CD اونه که وارد بازار شده خيلي اميوار کنندهاس
متاسفم ولي من هنوز با تو موافق نيستم
الان جند وقته که ماداريم اين کارو انجام ميديم ؟
خيلي وقته , من ديگه از باج گيري خسته شدم
خسته شدم از ادب کردن ادمهاي پستي که حق و حساب نمي دن
من مدتهاست که دنبال درآمد بيشتري هستم براي هر دوتامون
اين دختر زندگيمونو متحول مي کنه
من مطمئنم وقتي اون بفهمه که من مدير جديد برنامه هاشم, ميخواد که از زير کار شونه خالي کنه
من مواظب اين قضيه هستم تو قفط يه نگاهي بهش بنداز.
آيندش چطوره ؟ چي مي بيني ؟
هيچي
يه جيزايي مي بيني- من هيچ چيز نمي بينم-
منظورت چيه ؟ يعني اون هيج آينده اي نداره ؟
چرا اون يه آينده اي داره , اما من نمي تونم ببينم.
چرا ساکتي ؟ يه چيزي بگو
حسابي مشغول فکر کردن به آينده اي , شرط مي بندم
آره , عموم بهم گفته که تو مي توني آينده را ببيني
اون ميگه همه پولها , پولهاي کازينو , سود سهام بورس همش کار توءِ
ميدوني اينا منو ياد چي مي ندازه ؟ تو تا حالا فيلم "کرول " ديدي ؟
تو اون فيلم يه قهرمان با چشماي جادويي بود
اون وقتي مي خواست اينده رو ببينه به يک جاده خيره مي شد و بوسيله يکي از چشماش مي تونست آينده رو ببينه
خلاصه ش کنم چون داستان طولاني آدمو زود ديوونه مي کنه
فرمانده دشمن اونو فريب ميده
و از اون به بعد تنها چيزي را که در آينده مي بينه مرگ خودشونه
بگذريم
خوب برنامه امشب چيه ؟
اول ميريم مشروب بخوريم يا
يا مستقيم ميريم سراغ دخترا- امشب ما کار مي کنيم-
اون اينچا نيست هفته ديگه بياين
اون تو بيمارستانه بذارين به کارمون برسيم
هفته آينده بياين
دوست دارط اينجا رو بهم بريزم ؟ آره شرط مي بندم دوست نداري
گفتم که هفته ديگه. نه , نه , نه , نه , نه تو بايد همين الان پولو بدي , پيرزن بشکه
وگرنه ترتيبتو مي ديم حرف زيادي نباشه
"دوود "
چرا وقتي اون نهنگ سفيد داشت دهنمو سرويس مي کرد کمکم نکردي ها ؟
به چي فکر مي کني ؟ ميخواي برگردي ؟ چرا اون پير سگ ادب نکردي ؟ من که خيلي شاکيم. مي فهمي من چي ميگم ؟
به اين کلاه لعنتي نگاه کن به اين گه نگاه کن
پولات کجاست من پولي ندارم
داره ازت خون مياد ؟ - نمي دونم-
پاشو
ميخوام يه فرصتي بهت بدم من هفته ي ديگه برميگردم
براي بدست آوردن اون پول بهت احتياج دارم. مطمئن شو که انگشتات اون پولو بدست مياره.
چون اگه نتوني "انگشتي" يکي از انگشتات رو ازت مي گيره
تو که اينو نميخواي ؟
هفته ي ديگه مي بينمت بابت خانومت هم متاسفم
بيا بريم
هي , من تا حالا يه همجين چيزي رونديدم. خيلي بي رحم و خونسرد اون پشت انتظار مي كشيدي
منظورم اينه كه تو مي دونستي كه اون حرومزاده مياد اونجا غير از اينه ؟ چي ميگي ؟
تو از اين كثافت كاري ها لذت مي بري همينجوري دهن مردمو سرويس مي كني
بعضي وقتها اين قسمتي از كار منه- آره اما تو از اين كار لذت مي بري-
تو مي دوني من چي فكر مي كنم ، من فكر مي كنم تو اين كار رو با اراده ي خودت انجام مي دي و اين كارت رو دوست داري
Yeah, you do. Coz otherwise you'd just predict the lottery and get the fuck out of here, rightي
I can't.
What do you mean you can'tي Man does anything he wants.
Can't do that because I haven't been shown.
The moment I see it, then I move on.
So you could like...
... fuck any girl and know you ain't getting the clap for sure, sure. Huh!
I mean safe sex is a beautiful thing. So I've heard.
Dude, this is just what my dream house looks like. I want a place just like this, chicks...
... music and chicks fucking each other, while some midget chick sucks my balls.
Why didn't we come here firstي
Lotta ass for an old guy.
Hello, boys.
It's a pleasure to see you. As always.
- This is Tony, Fingers's nephew. - Hi, how you doingي
I love you uncle, he is such a sweet man. Have you had something to drinkي
No, I'm actually on a bit of a schedule but...
- ... you got a roomي - No time to stay.
You always say that but I know it's not true.
Whatever you want, just ask.
- Follow us. - Hey, baby, baby! Please Tony is not that easy.
Let's get you all naked.
Where's the fucking roomي
- That old man up there... - He and his men are regulars.
They don't even bring their guns.
- He has a gunي - Just him, no one else.
You pay for Fingers' protection.
It's worth every penny.
You know you're always welcome to stay.
I don't entertain any more. Unless I choose to.
- Can you do me a favorي - Anything.
Tell Tony that I'll be back after my rounds.
Of course.
When you can see the future you think you're capable of changing it.
But you're just a witness to coming moments...
... unable to help, even if you wanted to.
And may be, you don't.
Sometimes you think you're supposed to learn something.
About patience or distance.
But in the end, it's all about discipline.
Seeing things you don't always want to.
And just moving on.
After a while, things become easier.
Routine keeps your mind from wandering.
You begin to accept things as they are.
Every man has his destiny.
You can't escape that, even if you can see it coming.
Where you going, babyي
Hey, come on baby. Get the fuck out.
You're in the wrong room.
Don't fucking touch me.
- Come on, baby. C'mon, you don't wanna do that - Don't tell me what to do.
We were having a very nice time.
So, go away.
Take it easy.
Drop the fucking gun! No, man. You got it all wrong.
The gun went off by itself.
It's not my fucking fault. The fucking gun just went off.
- Then there is nothing to worry about. - Don't fucking come any fucking closer.
I'll fucking use this, man. Get the fuck back, man.
You wanna shoot us allي
I've done nothing.
- What are we doing manي We have the gun. - No, no killing today.
What the fuck you waiting for, huhي
It's the wildest effort when you know what's going to happen.
Will watching a person's fate give it purposeي
Or is it just the muted feeling of watching a movie when you know how it endsي
And then something happens that I will never forget.
I'm wrong.
For the first time ever, fate takes a detour.
And I glimpse something strange and new.
A future where anything can happen.
It's a beautiful thing.
And the feeling it gives me
is as close as I've ever felt...
... to pleasure.
Sir, can you tell me what happened to youي
I don't know. You tell me.
There's my boy.
I appreciate what you did for Tony.
How come you didn't see it comingي
Don't worry about it. Just get better.
We need you back.
I need you back.
The guys that did this to you, I'm gonna take care of it.
Nobody treats my boy this way. Nobody.
Chaos, mayhem, panic in the streets. My work here is done.
Thanks.
Don't worry. Pussies still gonna line up for you.
Chicks love scars.
Like a road map for the soul, you know.
It's a new day and I have no idea what to expect.
I can change someone's life if I feel like it. Make it worse.
Or better.
It's upto me.
A girl with a future I can't see enters my life...
... on the same day my vision's failed me for the first time.
There are some people that believe in coincidences.
I am not one of them.
This has gotta get old, huh.
Every ten minutes you got another guy like me asking you the same three questions.
It's part of my job.
Well, I promise that I will try to make it interesting, okayي
I'm all about asking questions that no one else asks.
- No oneي - No one. You gotta trust me, okayي
- You're sweet. - Forty seconds. - Gotcha.
- Frank's here. - Whereي
- What does he wantي - He needs to change your schedule, some kind of a meeting.
So, Trista, thank you for sitting down with me today.
For you, anything.
So, your debut album. It hurls you as this fantastic new talent.
Is there pressureي To try to live up to the hype.
It's not hype. I'm not just a pretty face.
I have something to say, and I am just so excited that my fans want to hear it.
Okay, but what is it about you that sets you apart from all the other acts that out there todayي
I think it's my musical influences. You know if you go back...
Okay, what I mean, you're young, you're pretty, you sing, you dance...
... why should we careي
I mean, what is it about you that's so specialي
- What makes me specialي - Yeah.
- Nothing. - Nothingي
You mean, like, what makes me better than everyone elseي
No, not better, just...
... deserving.
Deservingي
- How about thatي - What's he doingي
She's okay. She's doing fine.
Almost no one has it. That's my gift from God.
Well, that and I sing and dance well enough to have millions of fans.
It's more like hundreds of thousands, rightي
Whatever. Doesn't make a difference.
I have fans that chant my name wherever I go.
Come on, Trista. They're not even chanting your real name.
- Rightي - Whatي
I mean, can't you at least tell us your real nameي
- I'll never tell. - How about my nameي
We've met like this now three times, three different interviews, you say...
... you'll do anything for me.
What is my nameي
We're done.
Take it easy, what's the problemي What'd I doي
That son of a bitch is gonna be wiping asses for a living by the time I'm through with him.
- Just take me home. - We can't leave yet. We have a meeting.
Are you kidding meي
Don't worry. It's right on stage ten. It'll be fast.
Okay now, flash poppa Fingers those beautiful blue eyes.
Randall's got nothing on you, kid.
Fingers, what do you thinkي Living the dream, huhي
You ruined my shot, Frank.
It's a pleasure meeting you.
Fingers, it's cute. I guess I'm supposed to ask why they call you thatي
I guess it's because when I talk I use my hands a lot.
- You're Trista, rightي - Yeah.
Now that we're friends, let's get down to business.
Sure. Trista, things are going great...
... singles getting play, the albums starting to sell...
... the video is getting a lot of air time but there's a big difference between having a video on MTV...
... and being an artist who headlines arenas.
What Frank is trying to say is that you need someone who can take you to the next level.
Someone who's gonna open doors. Someone who's strong.
- You're quitting. - No, I'm not quitting.
I'm stepping aside. A person of his influence can make you a superstar.
He asks for things and people give them. Gladly.
So excited to be working with you. I'm completely committed to your success.
And all I ask is you commit to me.
That's our deal, that's our promise that we make to each other.
Anybody gets in our way...
- ... I'll take care of it. - I don't fucking believe this.
- Get me a car. - Trista, baby. - Screw you, Frank.
- That didn't go so well. - It went fine.
Tomorrow we get to go shopping for our new manager.
- Trista, there are contracts. - Fuck contracts.
I think I should go. Can you stay with herي
Be back tomorrow.
- I'm tired. - Yeah.
- Do you love me, Dannyي - Of course I do.
I love you, too.
Leave the light on, Danny.
I don't like the dark.
My little girl's not nervous, is sheي
Don't worry. After school I'll be right here waiting for you, okayي
Your friends are not gonna help you.
Nobody's gonna help you. Nobody but me.
Your manager has drained all your accounts, tried to pay me back.
And that little piece of paper that owns you...
... is the only thing that was keeping his ass alive.
Now, what does that meanي It means that you have nothing.
And you are nothing, unless I say you are. And you are going on the road...
... and you are staying on the road until I see profit.
And if I ever have to come back here again we're gonna have a totally different conversation.
You understand meي
Cheers.
Don't you think you've had enoughي
No, I don't think it's nearly enough.
Can't be as bad as you think.
You must get tired of not knowing what the fuck you're talking about.
Where were you anyway, when Frank was fucking me overي
Were you in on itي Did you help himي
No, of course not. I'm your friend.
I can't remember...
... how much does being my friend pay againي
Alison, wait.
- Hey, who's paying for the drinksي - I didn't mean it, come on.
Alison. Wait, goddammit! Come on!
Are you Tristaي -- Whatي Are you Tristaي -- No.
- Yes, you are. - No.
- Hey can I have an autographي - Sure.
- To Jake 'the hotty.' - Sure.
- Trista, my sister loves you. - I love your sister.
- You were great in your last... - Thank you.
- That fuckin' hurts. - How about a pictureي
Get a picture.
- So I can leaveي - Of course.
So, what are you going to doي Where you gonna goي
Show's coming up.
Fingers owns you now.
He'll work you until you're used up.
Then throw you away, that's just what he does.
What're you suggesting I doي
If Fingers knows that you've run, then he'll hunt you down.
The one place that he won't look is right here.
I could get some money together and...
... you could get far enough away and not even Fingers could touch you.
Why are you helping meي
I don't know.
I just want to.
For as long as I can remember...
I've never let myself...
want anything.
Stay away from windows, and...
... help yourself to anything in the kitchen.
Otherwise, don't touch anything.
- You okayي - Yeah.
I'm fine, it's just work.
What'd you do todayي
I looked for you.
I like what you've done with the place.
Figured if I was gonna be here for a while.
Who's that, in the picture with youي
It's Markie.
- Were you guys closeي - Yeah.
We were, he's uh...
He died.
What happenedي
I saw it coming, and...
I couldn't do anything to stop it.
I know how that feels.
Makes you feel like you never wanna feel anything...
... ever again.
Just what I need, more scars.
Did you know that scars are the road map to the soulي
It's been a couple weeks, I was thinking that may be we could take a tripي
Tomorrowي
- So, we're leavingي - Yeah.
- What's in your handي - Nothing.
Something I think I saw.
- It's not what you think. - What're you uptoي
Don't worry about it. It's for a friend.
Who is thisي
You piece of shit.
Three weeks you've been looking for this tart. Three weeks.
Asking around, busting heads, you by my side...
... and all this time she was sitting right here with you.
You'd think when that scumbag Frank begged for death
you would've shown some mercy on the poor bastard and told me the truth.
But no, you just stood there and watched.
You are a cold piece of work, my friend. A cold piece of fucking work.
What's thisي You put some aside, take your little lady on vacationي
Is that yoursي I don't think so.
Leave me alone.
What's the matter with youي
Back in the day you would've saw this coming.
You're losing your touch.
You say something to meي Trying to say something to meي
You put me in this situation.
You think I'm a bad manي
I'm talking to you. I'm not a bad man.
I want what everybody wants.
I tried to give you everything. And what happenedي What'd you do with itي
That wasn't enough for you. It wasn't enough, you wanted more.
You have all the love in the world, But that's not enough for you.
So you took my friend, and you turned him against me. And then whatي
You're a selfish little shit.
I guess...
... you don't know what you've got till it's gone.
Tell me...
Tell you whatي
Your real name.
- This gate's closed, you gotta go around the front. - You gotta let me in.
You don't understand. I am a doctor.
- You gotta go around the front. - Someone's gonna die.
I gotta see Trista.
Come on man, I am a doctor.
She is gonna fucking die and it's gonna be your fault.
Everyone has a purpose.
Sometimes a person lives their entire life without knowing what theirs is.
Not me. I knew when I was 10.
My purpose is to love the right person wholly and completely.
When I was ten, that person was Heidi Fontell.
But when Heidi's father moved her family away...
... I was sure I would love again and soon.
I was wrong.
I met Gina in med school.
We were best friends.
My roommate Henry said she was the kind of girl...
... you waited to marry.
But, I waited too long.
She married Henry, right outta college. And I was best man.
And all these years later, I guess I still am.
So, where were weي.
Henry was trying to make a point.
- About you joining him in plasticsي - What elseي
Bob is rich. That's not right.
And Derrick. Derrick barely graduated. And Derrick is rich as shit.
It's not all about the money.
Hey, you put in the time, you do the work. You oughta be compensated.
- I'm doing fine. - A lot of folks are doing fine.
She's doing fine. Oh, that's right. She's the waitress.
- Everyone else I knowي Rich as shit. - I'm not.
- But you're doing genius research which one day will lead to an amazing discovery. - May be
And that will lead to patents, and then we're talking stupid rich.
There is nothing wrong with her trying to make people's lives better.
No, it's fantastic. I love her for it. I make people's lives better.
I do. Come on! Okay, I admit it.
The boob jobs and the botox, that's what pays for my amazing car.
Okay, but consider this. A girl is born with a nose that could kill on sight.
There's no prom date for this girl. No shy first kiss.
She gets in an accident, sure you patch her up fine.
But eventually this girl's gonna write a goodbye letter to her cat and throw herself off a rooftop.
The same girl, she comes to me...
... I do a little of my magic and, my friend, that letter never gets written.
I have saved a life.
I saved a life today.
May be I did, too We'll never know.
But either way, I'm going to sleep tonight in one big motherfucking house.
I gotta pee.
- My husband. - Your husband.
- So, how are the snakesي - They're great.
- The hours are killing me, though. - You feeling alrightي
- Exhausted. Been fighting a cold, too. - You should come see me tomorrow.
- I don't wanna bother you. - That's impossible.
You know that, rightي
Take care.
Think about what I said.
- You this wayي - No, I'm actually parked out back.
- You gonna be okayي - Yeah, I'm used to this.
- Love you. - Love you too.
Bring me the file.
You're gonna cure hemophilia, little guy.
This isn't a rattler. May be you wanna break out the gearي
Don't worry.
- What have we gotي - Snake bite.
They sent us the wrong anti-venom. She needs a transfusion now.
Gina, can you hear meي
Come on wake up now. Whatي
- What did she sayي - I'm not sure.
Something about her blood. Get her blood type.
- Tell me about this snake. - You don't understand.
It's already in her heart. She needs a transfusion.
- Get me that blood type now. - She's got twenty-four hours.
Doctor, I have her blood type.
- What the hell is thisي - The lab said it's extremely rare.
- Do we have any of this in stockي - I have never even seen it come through here.
Alright, check again. Just do it.
Henry, did Gina keep any of her own blood in storageي
Listen, she's been bitten.
Hello, can you check again please, it's very rare. Next week is too late. Thailandي
We don't have it doctor, I checked the computer files.
We don't have her blood type. Doctor!
What are you doingي Wait, you don't understand.
You gotta let me go.
You don't understand, she's gonna die.
I'm fine. Just let me go.
I'm fine. I'm fine.
I'm here live inside Palm Hill studios...
... where Trista has begun production on her second music video.
Now, we're not allowed to take you inside the actual shooting...
... but while we're waiting, why don't we take another look at a clip from a recent interview...
... that had everybody wondering, pop superstar or pop meltdown.
- What makes me specialي - Yeah.
- Nothing. - Nothingي
You mean, like, what makes me better than everyone elseي
- No, not better, just, uh, deserving. - Deservingي
I have a really rare blood type. How about thatي
- A blood typeي - Yeah, it's called KPAB.
Almost no one has it. That's my gift from God.
Okay, I talked to the director. I told him no more than two full run-throughs of this song.
Are you okayي Do you need some airي
I think you need some air.
Can everyone please back off, she needs air.
I mean it. Back off.
- Put this on. - What's going onي
Your plane ticket and passport are in the pocket.
- This gate's closed, you gotta go around the front. - You gotta let me in.
Wait.
Don't call anyone.
Just lay low for a little while, give me some time I'll make sure that someone gets to you.
I'm a doctor.
She is gonna fucking die and it's gonna be your fault.
She's gonna fucking die.
- Trista, wait. - No.
I pushed back your concert dates and canceled your video shoot.
And I'm not mad at you, even though I know...
... you tried to leave, I'm not mad at you.
When were you gonna tell meي
- Tell you whatي - About the baby.
- I'm pregnantي - Three weeks.
You didn't knowي
It's gonna be okay. I know what you're trying to do.
You want the whole world to love you. That's a dangerous fucking life.
And you can't do it alone. But I'm gonna take care of you, I'm gonna make that happen.
All your dreams will come true.
And to put that aside would mean that he died for no reason.
It would mean you killed him for no reason.
No, we have a deal.
He got in the way. And I did my part. Now it's time for you to do your part.
We both lost someone special. Now it's time to move on.
I hate you.
Until the day I die, I will hate you.
- You can't keep the baby. - Whatي
You got concert dates and TV appearances, you can't keep the baby.
- It is my baby. - No one gets in the way. No one!
You got a concert date in two weeks, gives us plenty of time to take care of this.
I'm gonna make the arrangements.
Wait.
You're gonna have to reach for me.
I need you.
- You saved a life today. - You too.
It's funny...
It's the only thing that matters, all the rest of it...
I'm glad your baby's okay.
Me too.
- Thanks for the [car]. - Sure
- I'll get it back to you as soon as I can - Whenever.
You okayي
Yeah, I will be.
It's hard, starting over.
You'll be fine.
So will you. Thank you.
I'm sorry sir, but you can't go in there.
Sir, you're not allowed.
That was crazy.
Are you okayي